The photo on the left was taken in March/April of 2005. The one on the right was taken yesterday 4/30/16. There's about 100 pounds difference between the two and I'm miserable. I've avoided the mirror and taking pictures because I knew it was bad, but when I was out last night (my best friend's going away party) I took pictures and I was truly horrified. I feel so uncomfortable in my own skin. My kids comment all the time about my big belly and how I look pregnant. I'm on a million different medications (I'll list them another time), I sleep (A LOT), drink way more than I should and I'm just in general miserable. I have no reason to be. I have a great husband, 3 beautiful kids, a job I love and a roof over my head. I should be bouncing with joy not rocking with depression. So, this is what rock bottom feels like, huh? Well, it officially sucks.
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